i hate you. i hate everything you mean to me. i hate everything you've become. i hate who you are. i hate everyone you surround yourself with. i hate you. i've been holding this for so long... the one thing that's bothered me for so long. i hate you. when i look at you, i just wish i could rid myself of you.

but you're a part of me that i have to learn to live with. living with the hate... !!!

sigh...